Sunday, March 26, 2017

don't be a victim [thoughts on love/attention neediness]


Sometimes we sit and watch other people take attention.
They take take take.
And usually it's justified,
but sometimes it's not.

Nerveless, we watch.
And sometimes, I want/need some of that love too.
So I silently begin to feel hurt.
I harbor resentment on why no-one reads my mind.
Why no one-cares enough to give me love and attention.

But that's exactly it-
people aren't mind readers.
Your friends are all psychologists,
analyzing your every finger twitch,

So please, let's stop being victims.
Stop watching
and being sad
and feeling hurt and alone.

Stand up, you strong and valuable woman,
For you are absolutely worthy of love and attention-
your heavenly father hears your every ache.
You are loved.
You are valuable.
And you are absolutely not alone.
  

Thursday, March 16, 2017

hey there tired soul

hey there tired soul.
these days are long, jam packed with routine and deadlines.
coffee is frequent, sleep is not.
and we pull ourselves together.
and it goes
on
and on
and on.

so, you tired soul,
take a breath.
come on, just do it.
in through your nostrils.
now out through your mouth.

one more time.

feel that?

your hearts still beating,
waiting to hear the next chapter.
your lungs still fill,
giving you what you need to take the next breath.
and God is still good,
holding you tight,
you tired, weary soul. 

Thursday, March 9, 2017

rain

the rain drips down
drowning out sound
filling the holes
hiding the moles
making me feel old.
old and cold and soggy and groggy.

drip
drip
plop.

plop
drip
drop.

drop
plop
drip.

round
and down
and all with out sound
my mind pounds
and thounds
waiting to drown
the confusion that keeps going round and round

Sunday, March 5, 2017

things that make me happy


flowers
chocolate cupcakes
painted nails
a new week in my planner
hot coffee
rain
honest conversations
jeans
dancing
pea coats
big smiles
other people's joy
cozy gatherings
quiet
plum & grey

//////////////////////////////////////
spending moments remembering that happiness is the result of surroundings,
but joy is the understanding of who God is and what he has done.

Wednesday, March 1, 2017

i need some help!

heyo beautiful peoples of the interweb-

I need some advice.
I'm doing some research about being a "church kid" and I want your ideas and opinions!
Tell me:
1) what's the fist thing that crosses your mind when I say "church kid"?
2) what (from your experience) is the hardest part about growing up as a church kid?
3) anything else you want to say about the topic!!

thanks so much!!!!
xxoxo
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